confession of an ad man

This early morning Cling disapa Elizabeth.."here 3 jobs for you to check and create some tagline for McCh_ck_n and N_gg_ts in Brunei...today ya..ASAP...."...""macam biasa la..awal2 pagi busy..tengah hari free..petang sambung busy balik sampai malam"..kata hati Cling..

Dihirup milo panas. Roti bakar diambil. Dihabiskan roti bakar. Apple hijau tidak disentuh. "entah bila M_D_n_ld ni nak settle...klien tak pernah puas..bagi 10 tagline dia nak 15..bagi 15 dia nak 30...mmm"..keluh Cling.

Earphone dicucuk ke laptop. "Selamat ada earphone Man arini..aku pinjam, tapi aku tak bagitau dia..haha...so ni halal ke tak?..hehe...nanti la aku bagi tau..lagipun..kalau dia baca blog ni, boleh dikira aku tengah beritahu dia yang aku pinjam earphone ni.." Cling melakar senyuman.
Difikirannya, mungkin boleh mereka sebarang dua tagline apabila mendengar lagu. Sengaja mencipta suasana mengembirakan hati.

Benar. Cling sudah mencapai idea ke 10 untuk tagline yang dikehendaki. Jari laju menaip. Otak pantas berfikir. Lagu laju berputar.
Tiba-tiba...menyusuri lagu bon jovi.."i'll be there for you".............................terdiam........................

Jari yang tadi laju menaip kini kaku. Otak yang tadi berfikir kini terbeku.

Lagu terus bermain. Cling termenung.
Lagu itu....

Lagu yang diagungkan suatu ketika dahulu. Kini setiap lirik seperti mengherdik. Setiap lirik seperti mengkritik.Setiap lirik seperti mengejek.

Lirik seperti doa. Doa yang telah termakbul.

Diteruskan juga mendengar. Walau sehebatmanapun kritikan tetap didengar. Lagu itu lagu kenangan. Kenangan itu. Kenangan terhebat dalam hidup Cling bersama Albino.

I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

And I wan't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Bon Jovi-I'll be there for you.